To tell the truth, I don't think that I've been this guy crazy since high school...no scratch that, my freshman year of college. Everywhere I go I see almost all guys as possible candidates. Take today, I went and bought a new pair of glasses. The guy that was helping me was extremely good looking. Extremely. I was thinking that I totally wouldn't mind dating him. Up until here, this is probably completely normal behavior. But then inside my head, I'm thinking, that I got his business card. Can I use that to my advantage? He got my number for a promotional thing at the store, did he really do that so he could call me? AAAHHHHH!!!!! How ridiculous can I be! Absolutely utterly pathetic. Then there is this other guy that I think is one of the cutest guys that I've met here personality and looks wise. I'm actually kind of friends with him. Kind of. I've met him a couple of times with friends at this Japanese-Korean language exchange called Totoro House. But the catch is that he's a total player and is about 3 years younger. I don't do younger guys. I shouldn't put it that way but that too. ^ ~ I also didn't before in my wildest dreams think about dating a player, but I'm so guy crazy that I could care less now. Terrible, I know. Hopefully I'll find a cure soon. Either that or it looks like I'll die trying. AHH~
난 지금 바보처럼 미친 생각밖에 안 한다! 돌아버리겠다! 남자 친구가 있으면 뭘 변하냐? 그래도 그런 생각이 자꾸 해가지고 계속 하면 안 된다!
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